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So Many Boys...So Little Self Confidence T^T

Thu Sep 11, 2008, 7:50 PM
Grrrrrrrr!
There are so many hot guys at my school and yet I never ask one out.

Especially this guy in my honors lit class. He’s soooooooo smart and cute (in my opinion) and I reeeaaaallllly like him. I bet he doesn’t even notice me though…
Like I had a lil day dream about him and me….

We were in class and he said, “Marina, I know you like me but…. You’re too dumb for me.” Grrrrrr! That made me all angry and what not!

So anyway…just saying I have the low self confidence when it comes to boys. And I have a reputation at school as “The Girl who Loves Michael Jackson” and so maybe that’s why the boys avoid meh. :shrug:

Lol I’m saving myself for Michael:iconblushingplz:

Yes a pointless journal XD

  • Mood: Enjoying The Show
  • Listening to: Michael Jackson- Dirty Diana
  • Reading: Hunger Naruo Fanfic
  • Watching: screen
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: Popcorn
  • Drinking: BLOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If I could leave the world, no one would notice.

Mon May 19, 2008, 8:12 PM
As humans, we all have the right to be selfish in anyway. I am selfinsh, for the many things I want. Its really not a bad thing. We will always want something in our lives, and usually when we get it we decide that we want something even better. It's not just you! For example, whats something we want right now? To end this stupid war. But, we may not be selfish for something that really could change the world. Now, think of some things that you are happy to have...Your mom, dad, siblings, freinds, pets. Those people and animals are the best things you will ever recive in life. Spend time with them, love them, care for them. Everyday, tell your mother, "I love you!" right before you go to school in the morning. Give your best friend a hug when you see them walking down the hallway. Sneek your dog a treat when no ones looking. This is what you want and need, almost like a good type of selfishness that we all have. If you've ever lost a family member you were close to, then you would probebly give ANYTHING to have them return...It's what you want right? Thats another example of the good selfish type. :]
So listen my dear friends, it's perfectly normal to feel such selfishness even if you feel terible because you think your being, "fucking selfish." Go to your parents and tell them with all your heart that you love them right now. :']

"To love others is to give out a small part of hope in there eyes."
~Marina Wilson

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I'm a lil glad I wrote this, my friend was feeling down so I really hope this makes her feel better!

...I really cried when I wrote this. happy tears though...:']


  • Mood: Compassion
  • Listening to: the wind
  • Reading: screen
  • Watching: screen
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: BLOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*cough*.....*cough*...uhhhh!

Tue May 13, 2008, 3:44 PM
Ouchies! My throught feels terrible!:faint:

I've acually felt bad all dayT^T
*cough*

And I also got some wierd comments on some things.
T^T

*cough**sigh*

Now my Mom's bitching about seats at our chior concert tonight...Gaaaaa!

*cough*

Oh ya...The stupid Chior concert tonightT^T
I'm not gonna be that helpful cause I can't singXD

Ewww! I had to drink some really NASTY medicenT^T [It was so gross, I kept shivering!]

*cough*


....I need a hug^^


OMG! I TOUCHED A HOTTTT GUYS BUTT TODAY!!!!!!8D

  • Mood: Unheard
  • Listening to: Michael Jackson- Human Nature
  • Reading: Michael Jackson
  • Watching: Michael Jackson
  • Playing: Michael Jackson
  • Eating: Michael Jackson (yummy!)
  • Drinking: BLOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Guys these days are polite^.^

Mon May 12, 2008, 8:06 AM
OMG Something amazing happened!!!!

I was walking through the school today, in my slightly oversized high heels.

Then I started to go up the stairs to my Spanish class. (And these stairs are gay and loooooongXD)

I was one step away from the top.....

..and my shoe fell off...T^T

I swear my heart stop!(Because I'm a freshman so I DON'T wanna get embaressed for any reason! ANd I think I do that evertime I get embaressed)

So I turned around and saw it...THAT STUPID SHOE---
And Guess what?
My backpack is so heavy, that I can't even reach down! (Cause right then I was carrying my labtop and case, and a backpack FILLLED to the brim with yaoi books my sketch book and other things)

Then!

A guy walked up and picked up my shoe for me.... ._.

._.

Thank GAi-Senei that guys these days are still polite!:heart:

[lol wanted to share my silly experiance with you guysXD]

  • Mood: Flirty
  • Listening to: Michael Jackson- Human Nature
  • Reading: Michael Jackson
  • Watching: Michael Jackson
  • Playing: Michael Jackson
  • Eating: Michael Jackson (yummy!)
  • Drinking: BLOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Zora's Domain

Sat Apr 19, 2008, 9:28 AM
So on Ocarina of Time right now, I'm about to go inside Lord Jabu-Jabu.
[I would be further in the game if I had more timeXD]
I hate the inside of Lord Jabu-JanuT^T
Why can't Ruto get the Zora's saphire by herself???
And why do I have to carrie her? She can walk can't she?
All I need is that boomerange.
[After I get it, I'm heading back to the Deku Tree and getting that gold Skulla!]
What else did I want to add.....
oh ya!
:iconsureisborningplz::iconsureisboringplz:
GAY HIGH-FIVE!!!!!!!!XD

  • Mood: Hungry
  • Listening to: Rihanna- Umbrella
  • Reading: the screen
  • Watching: NOthingT^T
  • Playing: A fun cheese gameXD
  • Eating: SUBWAY!!!!!!!!
  • Drinking: BLOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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